as the silence of the night begins to linger
i know there is a joke being played somewhere
between the joy and the fear, between the emotions
between the moments that slip away wondering
i know there is a joke, a prank
as the bright daylight beckons
as it tries to painfully find its way through the curtains
as it gently tries to creep inside
meandering and manouvering on the way
nostalgia beckons and is dismissed
as i lay down to begin another unfruitful mood swing
i have to ponder
in fear, in hope, in pain and in joy
how vulnerable this brain of mine has become
how fickle it is in its nature
that it continuously tries to know and seek
and ends up fooling itself
the various elements of synergy combine
to give me nothing of reality
that element missing is me
i am living the dream or living in a dream
and as i get up and take a walk
with hopes to conquer
i would not have woken up at all
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